i feel like myself and today feels like home.

it's a weird thing to celebrate,
me feeling like myself.
but today i truly do.

today the sun is leaking everywhere,
and i love it.
it suits my smile.

today i am wearing a favourite yellow shirt.
and for once, i am happy inside to match it.
this is beautiful.

today I am wearing a favourite yellow shirt,
and my high top navy converse
with sloth socks.

today i am wearing a favourite yellow shirt,
my high top navy converse,
with sloth socks,
and dangly earrings.

today i washed everything in my laundry basket,
and pinned them to the sun's cloak.
i think they'll dry nice and quickly today.

today i am listening to owl city's "new york city",
i feel like the girl within the song.
i just feel alive today,
and i am grateful
that the sad pages are finally turning.

thank you God.