not sure.

this relationship was right

at the start,

but now

i 

am

not 

sure.

you want to be rich,

i want to find true love.

you want to live in a mansion

i want to live in a small house by the beach.

you don't mind not having close friends,

i want to dwell in a community of like-minded souls.

i am not sure if we are sailing to the same soil.

i don't like that, i feel so

uncertain.

especially when all my friends are marrying their lovers.

2 friends engaged since the past full moon.

the pressure weighs strongly

to find my lifetime lover

as soon as i can

so i will be out

of the love rat race.

i hope i find the answers i need,

soon.

Lord please lead me, guide me

and reveal the intentions of others to me.

may i make the best decision for my future.