finally ready.

i finally feel ready to get back into routine.
this feels great.
i have put this beginning off
for so long.

the prolonged, lazy mornings in bed
serve me no longer.
i mean,
i love them.
but my comfort zone can only house me
for so long.

i want to use this new semester
as a fresh start.
the gym is just around the corner.
i will make discipline my sidekick.
am i even capable?
my brain wonders as i type this
i think its worth a shot.

my unhealthy lifestyle i refuse to acknowledge
can be hidden no longer.
it is time for me to deal with it.
it must start with routine.