how did i not realise

something I did not realise until now,
I feel like I have lost myself.
Pictures of myself
look like a different person.

I see myself in so
many different ways
I don't know who
I really am.

wow.

what makes me special?
Am I entitled to be special?
this wondering
peels away
the corner of my person.

The foundation is not secure.
Like a house built
upon the sand.
Help me find myself,
O Lord.